US vs Rest of the World

They told me look at everything positive, so I’m gonna do it: “This Depression is Great!” I believe many of the solutions advised by psychologist out there is kind of “fooling oneself” fooling and fooling, so many stupid things in a row to do best phantasy to make hell look beautiful for the person and…

I don’t know if I should be happy or sad, when I remember sweet and beautiful memories which were nice at the moment those days but now they are gone and remembering them hurts. Yeah it’s kinda weird that why such good memories can hurt, people always look for having good time with good people…

I posted this without spell-check or grammar check, without review etc, just think and write and post: I think its not just me that sometimes get confused in his life, Don’t know what to do and what should not do, It happen for everyone and that’s life, now its like that for me. It’s about 5-6 years…

In continue from Days are still going on, but how?–Part4 I got letter from Military office to say when I must go, it had an additional paper saying how much I must pay to them by going to which bank, Thanks God we don’t pay for breathing at least! Last night before going I tried…